daily 5

1: gosh it seems like brekyn is changing before my eyes! i swore he changed over night last night! and we finally out grew newborn diapers!!! sad day!

2: suprisingly enough vanilla soy milk is not that bad on cereal!!!! it was pretty good!!

3: Realized today that i shorted myself a week on my maternity leave!!! dumb ass!!!

4: is hoping jake gets this new job b/c it means more money although it means me working very part time only to pay for very exspensive private health insurance. he will go to 2nd shift so i really can't do my job and only work during the day. i never thought i would EVER want to be a stay at home mommy but actually now that im older i don't think i would mind it!

5: really thinks i need a maid! how does the house get sooooo dirty during the week?

What else can go wrong?

Ok so i thought yesterday was bad when i found out that Brekyn has an intolerance to dairy but today kind of topped that! I have freaken mastitis now!! Man this stuff hurts! Here i thought i was just wearing an under wire bra that was too small and made my boob hurt but no it only got worse as the day when on then i got a temp of 101.5!! This stuff makes you feel like crap! and to top it off I was told not to nurse for 2 weeks to get all the dairy out of my system and to heal Brekyn's belly but now they told me that i have to nurse to try and pull out the infection!!! oh man every problem that has occurred with nursing has! the only that is a good thing is that i over produce but yet that is kinda a problem to!!!!