daily 5

1: gosh it seems like brekyn is changing before my eyes! i swore he changed over night last night! and we finally out grew newborn diapers!!! sad day!

2: suprisingly enough vanilla soy milk is not that bad on cereal!!!! it was pretty good!!

3: Realized today that i shorted myself a week on my maternity leave!!! dumb ass!!!

4: is hoping jake gets this new job b/c it means more money although it means me working very part time only to pay for very exspensive private health insurance. he will go to 2nd shift so i really can't do my job and only work during the day. i never thought i would EVER want to be a stay at home mommy but actually now that im older i don't think i would mind it!

5: really thinks i need a maid! how does the house get sooooo dirty during the week?

What else can go wrong?

Ok so i thought yesterday was bad when i found out that Brekyn has an intolerance to dairy but today kind of topped that! I have freaken mastitis now!! Man this stuff hurts! Here i thought i was just wearing an under wire bra that was too small and made my boob hurt but no it only got worse as the day when on then i got a temp of 101.5!! This stuff makes you feel like crap! and to top it off I was told not to nurse for 2 weeks to get all the dairy out of my system and to heal Brekyn's belly but now they told me that i have to nurse to try and pull out the infection!!! oh man every problem that has occurred with nursing has! the only that is a good thing is that i over produce but yet that is kinda a problem to!!!!

Non dairy diet!!!!!!

oh i am soooo frustrated right now!!!! i just found out that most likely Brekyn's problem is not colic but an allergy to dairy!!! well man this really sucks for me! If you know me, you know how picky of an eater I am! what the hell am i going to eat that doesn't contain dairy or derivatives of dairy? well searching the world wide web now for two hours I've still got nothing!!! i can find absolutely nothing that tells me what foods i CAN eat only ones that I CAN"T!!!! i don't need the ingredients that i can't have i just want someone to spell out for me what i can have like: ham, chips, Popsicle's!!! ya know something like that!!!!! so if you know anyone who has gone through this before please send them my way!!! I guess this is a way to get skinny real fast huh???

inspired!!

Well miss cassie has gotten me hooked to reading her blogs almost daily now, so i decided i wated my own!!!! you will have to excuse me now, for as i might bitch alot in them!!!!!

daily 5's

1: I'm getting very frustrated with little brekyn as i think he has colic!!!! fussy baby all day and then pissed off baby at night is not very much fun!!!

2: Decided for some unknown reason that my bedroom needed rearranged and im thinking that the boy's room does to!!

3: Is thinking Brekyn either has his first cold or he has an intolerance to dairy? hmmm.........

4: is ready to go back to work next week just so that i can have some cash in my pocket again!!!

5: ..................hey it's only 1:30 i still have time for #5!!